Help?

Okey, here´s the thing... I´ve found a course, a 1 year course which is perfect for me!
Fashion Consultant, at UtdanningsHuset.

I´ll learn about colors, how to dress different body-shapes, some marketing and etc. Perfect! and it´s just one year!! BUT! it´s in Oslo.

What I realized in Falmouth was that; Sure, I´d love to be a Fashion Designer! I know I can do it, I knew I could have made it on the course but it wasn´t the right thing for me... If I had chosen to work with this, I´d have to give up a large part of myself and my values in life.
If I could have chosen right this moment, I´d get a full-time job, find myself an apartment and get a car again. Later I´d start a family.
Making Fashion, wouldn´t make me happy. Having my name out there, it wouldn´t make me happy. Having loads of money, at the end it wouldn´t make me happy.
My own happiness and family values is something more important. I´ve lost myself so many times in the last 9 years, and I´ve finally settled down with who I am and where I want to be... I don´t want to have to give that away to make someone else happy again... I just wont.

but then again, an education will help me along the way, but I´m also thinking that I can climb in the industry from the bottom to the top.
I´m just a little at loss of what to do


~Camilla

Back To Norway

Hello everyone <3

A lot has happened since last time... A lot.
I´ve had a tough time lately, I have ended my course in Britain and has gone back home.
Fashion Design is not my call in life, I know that now. However I know that Fashion is my call, but not in the form of Designing and Producing, I fit better as a form of a Stylist, Fashion consultant, or Store manager.
I love fashion and I love working with people.

I´m going to need some time at home before making any decisions, as I´m not at my best at the moment.


Love to you all
~Camilla