Okey, here´s the thing... I´ve found a course, a 1 year course which is perfect for me!
Fashion Consultant, at UtdanningsHuset.
I´ll learn about colors, how to dress different body-shapes, some marketing and etc. Perfect! and it´s just one year!! BUT! it´s in Oslo.
What I realized in Falmouth was that; Sure, I´d love to be a Fashion Designer! I know I can do it, I knew I could have made it on the course but it wasn´t the right thing for me... If I had chosen to work with this, I´d have to give up a large part of myself and my values in life.
If I could have chosen right this moment, I´d get a full-time job, find myself an apartment and get a car again. Later I´d start a family.
Making Fashion, wouldn´t make me happy. Having my name out there, it wouldn´t make me happy. Having loads of money, at the end it wouldn´t make me happy.
My own happiness and family values is something more important. I´ve lost myself so many times in the last 9 years, and I´ve finally settled down with who I am and where I want to be... I don´t want to have to give that away to make someone else happy again... I just wont.
but then again, an education will help me along the way, but I´m also thinking that I can climb in the industry from the bottom to the top.
I´m just a little at loss of what to do
~Camilla
Hmm... I don't have any experience in this at all, but I think it would be smart to be home for a little while and think through things properly. What do you wanna do with your life? How do you want to proceed?
ReplyDeleteSpend some time thinking it through, schools doesn't go anywhere. Perhaps as you say, it would be a good idea to get a job here and just fall back into a normal order? <3
Education is a good idea indeed, but maybe taking a course or a year later on could be a good idea. That way you can get your head around what you really want to do, it's no need to rush you know. <3